11.12.2007

Still deciding...

I'm still trying to decide whether it is really worth my time to maintain a blog... I guess this one is simple enough. I do feel good after writing; it truly is a mind-liberating practice for me. And I honestly don't intend for anyone to read this.

It's been a nice day off. Veterans Day is one of those holidays I enjoy most because it's unexpected to a degree... not everyone gets it off from work. Good day to be a banker.

On being a banker... I'm not so sure how long I can stand being one. I truly look forward to the day that I come home from work absolutely satisfied that I have done some good and made the world a better place through my efforts. It's just not happenin' as a credit analyst. I don't see myself feeling any more satisfied "up the ladder" as a relationship manager or even as a credit administrator, either.

Anyhoo, I haven't done much today... I guess somewhat on purpose. I'm tired! I've slept a lot this weekend. Just have no energy at the moment to do things. I partially blame my job. They say to be careful what you wish for... so I'll preface this wish with a pre-wish for utter success, financially and otherwise, with the main wish that I be able to spend more time at home with my family and working on our home.

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